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Sigh

2006-04-05T19:32:00.000+08:00

yI've been reading a manga about curry lately and....wow....its damn addictive. The manga not only depicts about the main character love for curry, but there's also the element of romance in it. I've just finished reading volume 15 and....I'm just feeling very, very down right now so I thought I might as well write something about it.

In volume 15, they mentioned about the past of one of the character in the manga. That guy....he had a brother and....he's always being compared with his brother because his brother is better than him in all aspects. So when he grew up, people still likes to compare him with his brother, which makes him really, really frustrated. Now here's the part which caused me to feel really, really sad. There's a girl who really like that guy ever since their university days and...well, she's always being seen together with the guy's brother. I'm not sure if the guy is jealous or not but the girl suddenly mentioned in front of that guy about how interesting his brother is. The guy was very mad and told that girl to try and date his brother. The girl was shocked upon hearing it and tried to clarify the matter but the guy just can't take it anymore and decide to leave the restaurant which they were all working at.....

A few years later, the girl went and looked for the guy and......its not because she wanted to be with the guy again. It's because she wanted to see the guy one last time before getting married! And guess what, she's marrying his brother! The guy was sad of course but on the other hand, he got really irrirated when the guy's brother also appeared and the girl said something.......The next day, the girl tried to look for the guy again to clarify matters but the guy got really frustrated and told her to get lost. The girl went crying back home of course. However, the guy started thinking about his past, and how the girl is the only person who stands beside him when all the other people were flocking around his brother. He realised his feelings and went to challenge his brother to a culinary duel, with the girl being the judge. In the end, the guy managed to send his thoughts and feelings to the girl in his food and....the girl cried. She then went on trying to tell the guy about what happened last time, and that the person she liked is him but the guy stopped her halfway. He told her that he knew it all along, and that its all the past now. Right now, the only thing the girl needs to care about is the person most important to her now. After saying that, he told the girl that he can still support himself with the memories of their past and then wished the girl happiness. The girl smiled and the guy left and after which they showed the picture of the girl and the guy together........

Now you guys know why I'm feeling so down now!? I know its that guy's fault for leaving the girl but the girl's at fault too you know! The problem is the guy still likes the girl and...and....he just let her go!? I know after all that, the guy could no longer wish for the girl to still like him but....but.....*sigh*.....I just hate sad endings. If the girl had clarify her feelings for him earlier...if the girl had not made the guy angry....if the guy didn't left in the first place, he would now had been togther with the girl! The reason why the girl ended up with the guy's brother is because the guy left so suddenly and the girl's feeling sad and all and the only person she could depend on at that time was the guy's bro. But even still, you can tell she still likes the guy. Even though the whole thing had been settled, even though she married that guy's bro and lived a happy life after that, I still have a feeling she would be much more happier if she decided to stay together with that guy.....*sigh*

After reading volume 15, I started to realise that we should all cherish our present relationship now and try not to leave an regrets that may hurt us in the future. We should also be more clear with our own feelings, and don't ever be like that guy and girl in the manga. Funny huh? I myself love to read romance manga but....on the other hand, its also one of my most hated genre. Love can be such a sweet and sour thing and I will like to hereby clarify one thing. I HATE THAT SORT OF ENDING! Why can't people just be frank about their feelings for each other? And don't ever be like the girl. She didn't think twice about that guy's plight before she started talking and I believed that's one of the main reason why the guy left in the first place. Secondly, don't ever be like that guy. He got overwhelmed with the idea of always losing to his brother which overshadowed his feelings. By the time he realised it, its already too late. Arrggg......I hate it when two person who love it each other gotta get seperated like that. Now I'm getting a headache already. I better start looking for some romance manga with sweeter endings.

Oh yeah, btw, that manga I'm talking about just now....there's also a sweeter romance story in it which involves the 2 main character. The other thing that worries me is....the main female character in the manga is tooooooo cute!!!!!! Not to mention that she's innocent and stupid. That's why she always got "bully" and "chased" by guys, BAD guys. Luckily for her, the only person she love is the main male character, and she has a....overly protective father and friends. *Sigh*....when can I get to see the 2 main characters be together....damn, they always got interrupted when they're about to kiss. The main guy better do something soon or one day, the girl gonna lose her first kiss. She almost lost it in volume 14 when some weird dude adducted her. Luckily the main guy appeared and gave that pervert guy a freaking punch. *Sigh* I just hope the girl don't met with any mishap. The manga is kinda pervert in a sense and I SERIOUSLY hope the magaka don't come up with anything bad for the girl. Just make sure the guy ends up with the girl damn it!!!!!!!!!!

Oops......I got too absorbed into it again...Hehe....so....cya fellas!

Exam results....

2006-03-24T18:06:00.000+08:00

*Sigh* I just got my exam results last Wednesday and......let's see, I've gotten 3 As, 4 Distinctions and 1 B+ !!!!!! Phew~looks like all my hard work finally paid off. You guys know how much I've suffered for my last semester!? Man....just thinking back give me the creeps. Arrggg....looks like I've gotta start my study and revision earlier in the next semester. I just hate the feeling of studying for my exam at the last minute.

Enough with the exams already. I'm still having a holiday though. SP's not going to be reopened till 16th of April. Damn.....a few more weeks to go....I just hate the feeling of not doing anything. Can you guys believe it? I spent the whole month at home watching animes and playing PS2! Speaking of PS2, I haven't touch 'em for 2 whole week! If this keeps on, I'm gonna finish all my PS2 games before the school reopens! Lucky I still have my animes to keep me occupied.

2006-03-05T15:34:00.000+08:00

Phew~exams are finally over and.....I'M BORED!!!!!! Damn...and the holiday is gonna last till mid April!? Awwww.....looks like I gotta get more games to get me occupied! Muahahahaz~

*Ahem* Back to some serious stuffs. I've been thinking a lot lately (as usual) and was just wondering about my own existance in this BIG BIG world. Hmm....isn't it amazing that just 1 person is enough to change the whole world? I'm not going to elaborate on that but rather I'm more interested in our purpose of existance in this world. Come to think of it, the answer isn't that difficult after all. We exist simply because we exist. That's all. We have our family, we have our friends and we have people that acknowledge our existance in this world. We all lived for a purpose in this world, and that purpose is for us to decide. That's right, its for us to decide. Some people kept on blabbering about how our fate and destiny is being decided by God blablabla. To hell with that. The only thing I believe that God decides is our life and death. That's all to it. We chose our own path which will in turn decides our fate and our purpose of existance in this world.

Second thing I feel that I seriously need to talk about is the attitude of people nowadays. Let's take typical Singaporean youngsters for instance. They no longer feel attached to the country as their grandparents or parents do, and like some of my friends, these people only care about themselves and their thinkings are very, very pessimistic. For instance, one of my friends in Singapore Polytechnic keep on having the mindset that the society is very cruel and always sort of argue with me about my beliefs and saying how naive I am blablabla. What he says is true, but hey, if everyone in this world starts thinking like that, then the world is really doomed. I feel that we ought to be optimistic in our life, and always believe in ourselves, our friends, our family and our own country. Sure there may be some setbacks here and there but that's what make our life more interesting. There are ups and downs in our life, but we must learn to overcome it, not avoding it. That's what my that particular friend has been doing all this time. He kept on telling me that what he'd been through is something I can never understand but to me, it sounds like he's trying to avoid something. I'm always trying to make him change his mindset but....he's just so.....persistent and pessimistic that I just don't know how to persuade him. Furthermore, he don't have any goals in life. He's just....floating along in life aimlessly. I'm really worried about him as I can already foresee that he won't be leading a happy and meaningful life in the future.

I guess I'll stop here then. Those people that can't understand a single word I'm talking about, forget about it. I find it difficult to simplify it into something you guys can understand with ease. Some of the stuffs up there are my philosophical beliefs and its up to you guys whether to agree with me or not. But one word of advice though. Be optimistic about life no matter what and be sure to have a goal in life. Start thinking about your own existance in this world, and what is your purpose in life. Oh yeah, before I stop, I'll like to remind you guys that I'm still 17 and not some weird old geek who's here lecturing people about how they should lead their life. I'm just giving you guys some of my insights or whatever you'll like to call it.

Farewell Mr S.Rajaratnam

2006-02-27T10:30:00.000+08:00

It may be a little late to say this now but...farewell and rest in peace Mr S.Rajaratnam, former deputy prime minister of Singapore.

Now back to topic. I've been observing the news regarding the death of Mr S.Rajaratnam for the past few days and....I just can't help but feel a certain sense of admiration for him. Yeah its true I just know him on the news but, hey he's the person who wrote the pledge we recite every day right? Frankly speaking, I didn't knew he was the person behind the whole ideal of multiracialism, and if he weren't there for Singapore for that time, I'm sure Singapore will still be facing racial conflicts every now and then. We also musn't forget the fact that Mr S.Rajaratnam is ONE of the founding fathers of Singapore besides Mr Lee Kuan Yew and Mr Goh Keng Swee. They were the one who forge Singapore into what it is now.

Mr S.Rajaratnam....or rather his death, made me realise that we must never give up no matter how difficult or far fetch our ideal is, and we must always fight for what we believed in. Even though I knew that long ago, Mr S.Rajaratnam's death only strengthen my resolve to do well, to fullfil my dream. Many Singaporeans nowadays are very ignorant about the history of Singapore. I admit that I am one of them, but hey, I've met worst before. We young Singaporeans tend to take things for granted, and we no longer know how to appreciate stuffs anymore. I'm not really good with words so I'll keep things as simple as possible. If you go around asking people whether they'll protect Singapore when its in crisis, they'll just say they'll most probably 'run' away to another country ot something. That's the most common reply amoung my friends. This is a VERY serious problem, and if we don't do anything right now, Singapore could well be doomed. After what our founding fathers did, after what Mr S.Rajaratnam did, we can't just let Singapore 'die' when its in crisis.

Alright, enough with the.....'educational' speech. Before I go, I'll like you guys to know about some of the stuffs I've 'discovered' over the past few years. When a great person such as Mr S.Rajaratnam die, what they wanted is not for the world to remember them. All they ever wanted was for the people to remember what they've DID for them. What's the point of remembering their names when you don't even know what they did for the people? Secondly, why do these people contribute so much for the people when they themselves know may not benefit anything from it? It's because they wanted to do something for the people, and they hope that by doing so, they can pass on their spirit, their ideal to the people one day. Sadly, most people nowadays don't even bother about those 2 points I've mentioned above.

Awwwww~I'm damn tired!?

2006-01-20T19:26:00.000+08:00

I know I know, I forgot to update my blog again. A lot has been going on lately and its hard for me to find time for my blog. So many projects to be done yet so little time....Then there's the revision going on.....I seriously need to find some time to rest.

Anyway, yesterday was really, really tiring. SP's Careers and Courses Fair opened yesterday and my friends and I sure have lots of fun hanging around there. We just go around as if we're secondary school students and leeched the goodie bags and free ice-creams there! Haha....it was hell funny. And since I have 2 presenations yesterday, I wore my formal attire to school. Now here's the real funny part. It should be pretty obvious that I'm a SP student since I'm wearing a formal attire right? Its not like I'm wearing T-Shirt or something that makes me look like a secondary 4 student. Anyway, while walking around the fair, 2 girls stopped me and handed me a brochure!? DO I LOOK THAT YOUNG!? Why the hell they give me that for!? I'm already in a course!?

Putting that aside, I guess I forgot to tell you guys that I've been awarded the Director's Roll for the first semester! Unless you guys are wondering, the Director's Roll is being awarded to the top 5% students in a course. Yep, that means I made it to the top 5%! Wow...I never expect myself to get it since I only obtained a GPA of 3.92 (max GPA allowed is 4.0). Well, I just need to continue working hard and I'll be getting this cert for another....5 more times! Arrrgg.....my head hurts now whenever I mentioned anything related to studies. I guess I'll go take a rest then. Until next time, ja ne~

Finally finished DQ8!!!!

2005-12-23T18:54:00.000+08:00

COR BLIMEY!? I finally finished playing Dragon Quest VIII! Hooray~ Man.....its such a long game. Well, I've finally finished it and now I supposed I can just concentrate on my studies. Man....I totally loved the ending of DQ8, and by ending, I meant the GOOD ending. Haha...you see...there's 2 endings for the game, the normal one and the good one. You've gotta get to normal ending first before you're able to obtain the good ending. Haha...The ending was sweet. The hero finaly got to marry.....Shhhhh....I can't possibly spoil the ending for those people playing the game right?

I watched Chronicles of Narnia yesterday. And my god, its damn crowded! Its just like that time when we go watch Harry Potter! Its a nice movie. The visual effects were totally awesome, and the animals didn't look one bit fake! As expected from Weta workshop. Oh yeah, for those folks who have no idea what Weta workshop is, its the very special effect studio that produced Lord of the Rings and King Kong! Now I'm definitely looking forward to the 2nd series of Narnia.

And one more thing. My cousin got posted to RGS! We're all so happy for her! Well, now she's got into RGS, she'll definitely have to work extra hard to cope with the fierce competition there. No worries, I'm sure she'll be able to handle it just fine.

2005-12-22T08:55:00.000+08:00

Oh blimey....I forgot to update my blog ag.....nevermind. I'm sick of starting my post with that sentence. Arrggg.....so many things to accomplish and then there's the constant stress...arrgg...my head...IT HURTS!!!??

*Ahem* Alright, I guess I'll just give you guys an update on what's going on this week. This is the 8th week since the start of a new semester in SP...phew~time sure flies. And the 8th week is the e-Learning week for us SP students! E-Learning...it basically means all SP students are supposed to 'lock' themselves up in their room and study everything off the net. It sounds pretty good don't you think? You're wrong. E-Learning week...it sucks. During the e-learning week, we're given excessive amount of work and assignment to complete. And trust me, its hell. I can hardly find a time where I can just sit down and relax without thinking about school work. Its damn stressful. And...today's Thursdayy, which means tomorrow is the end of e-learning week! Hold your horses fellow. End of e-learning week means I gotta submit all my work by tomorrow. Yeah, and...........hold on a second. You guys must be thinking I'm still left with a whole lot of shit to complete right? You're wrong! Bwahahahaz~I'm only left with a tiny-weeny bit of work to do and I'm freeeeeeee! Well, not really free. I haven't got to study much for my test mind you.

Alright, let's take a break from all my....complains. Today's a big day for my cousin. She's going to collect her school posting result later, and everyone in my family is hoping she'll get into RGS. I'm hoping she'll get in too, as I won't be getting any free dinner if she can't get into it. Haha...you see, my aunt promise me that she'll treat us all to dinner if my cousin managed to get into RGS! Just kidding....I'm not that sort of person mind you. Anyway, I'll be catching Chronicles of Narnia later on so I gotta finish up with my work now. Gotta go. Tata~

ARRRRGGG~~~

2005-11-29T21:26:00.000+08:00

OMG! I forgot to blog again!? Oh blimey.....been so busy this semester. Man....I really hate this semester. As compared to the previous semester, this semester seemed a lot more taxing. Most of the modules are theory-based and there's little practical session as compared to lectures. Arrggg....and just last Wednesday, I realised that I'm in the top 5% of DIT!? WTH!? That's surprising. I didn't expect my last semester results to be able to make it to the top 5%! Well, since I'm the sort of competitive guy, I'm going to work real hard this semester too. Oh yeah, tomorrow I'll be choosing the options I want for my 2nd year. Let's see....I'll be choosing BI, Bioinformatics, and only 20 people can make it in! Aww.....this semester gonna be a real cracker. Quite a handful of girls are waiting to get into BI...which means they'll most probably be working real hard this semester just to get in! I can't lose to them! I must get into BI no matter what! Arrrgg...speaking of which, I have to get back to my studies now!

2005-11-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

Whoa~Time sure flies. I haven't been blogging for a few weeks already huh? Not that I'm bothered by it since hardly anyone ever visits my blog. Anyway, I'll still write some stuffs for myself.

Let's see....tiring week. Got 4 hours of CRS last Wednesday and IT WAS HELL!? Trust me on this one. You wouldn't want to attend that lesson for 4 hours straight. And why the hell am I the only one who answered the most during the CRS lesson? Great....just great...now I'm being 'marked' by my CRS lecturer. Good luck to myself.

And FINALLY! I managed to get the hang of Smash Court Tennis Pro Tournament 2! Its a playstation 2 game by the way. Man.....2 long years....before I finally managed to beat the world number 1 player in the game. Phew~~and I watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire yesterday. It's very, very packed with folks like me. The movie was pretty nice, it stick quite close to the storybook but there's still some stuffs missing here and there. I'm sure all hardcore Harry Potter fans know what I mean.

Wow! Look at the time! I seriously gotta go now. Its my bed time now and I wouldn't want my dad to creep up behind me and starting yelling in my ears. So long now! Wait a sec.....just who am I blogging to?

School Re-Opened!?

2005-11-02T21:38:00.001+08:00

Phew~after a month break, SP's finally reopened again for the start of the new semester! Awww~I still don't feel like studying yet, especially since I just got a new Playstation 2. After a year, my dad finally allowed me to buy a new PS2! Hooray! I can finally play all the games my previous crappy PS2 can't! Aww.....I'm all beaten up right now. Been playing my new PS2 for who-knows-how-long. I'll be sure to blog again hopefully by next week!

Results Are OUT!!??

2005-10-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

I'm baaaack~! Phew, almost completely forgot the existance of my own blog....again. Well, I was soooooo into animes and manga nowadays that I just kept on forgetting stuffs! Oh no....if this keeps on, I'll become an old geek pretty soon. Wait a minute...did I say old? OH NO! I'm OLD!? Waaaaaah~how I wish I'm still a kid.....

Anyway, today is the 19th of October, the release of our exam results. Hmm....let's see, I woke up pretty early at around 7.20am, and then at 8.30am, I tried logging in to SP's SAS website....wth....the gave me the no page found thingy!? Then I kept on trying and trying and trying........WTH!? It took me about 20 minutes to access the SAS website!? It's almost 10 before I managed to enter the website. Ok, I then proceed on the check my results...an wala! I did pretty well for my exams!? Hooray~Now I'm all hyped up and ready for the next semester to arrive! (^(oo)^)

Angel Heart

2005-10-14T11:02:00.000+08:00

Phew~What another boring day. Haha, it seems like I kept on complaining about my day each and everytime I blog. Can't blame me right? I just can't think of other ways on how to start my entry!!!???

Anyway, I've been reading this manga called 'Angel Heart' lately. It's really, really interesting....and touching. It's about this 15 years old girl, she's actually a killer for an organisation, and one day, she can't take it anymore so she committed suicide. However, she didn't die as the organisation gave her a heart transplant, and the heart so happens belong to a woman named Makimura Kaori, the fiancee of a guy named Ryo. Ryo and Kaori were City Hunters who go around the city answering to those people that need help. Kaori died on the day of her wedding with Ryo due to a car accident, and it so happens that her heart got transplanted to the 15 years old girl killer, otherwise known as 'Glass Heart'. (That's her assasin code)

So after about a year after the transplant, the girl suddenly woke up, and somehow, she has all the memories of Kaori, including Ryo, the one man Kaori loved. So she woke up, escaped from the hospital and travel all the way from Taiwan to Japan just to look for the Ryo, while escaping detection from the organisation whom she worked for.

This manga just caught my attention. It not only sounds really interesting, but also resembles the Korean Drama 'Summer Scent'. I thought 'Glass Heart' will ended up with Ryo but....Ryo ended up being the girl's adopted father!? And she called Kaori mother!?!? WTH!? I was hoping for a love story of some sort.....But yeah, this manga still have some love element in it, and they mostly talk about the love between Ryo and Kaori, and how deep they loved each other even though Kaori's dead, through their adopted daughter 'Glass Heart', whose real name is now 'Xiang Ying'.

After reading this manga, I suddenly realised what love is all about...sort of. A crush cannot be considered as love. I think everyone of you know that. Love it's not something that will suddenly pop up. As in the case of Ryo and Kaori, they've been through several ordeals before their feelings for each other deepened. Even after Kaori died, their feelings for each other still remained as strong as ever, and this part is shown through Xiang Ying. From time to time, Kaori's feelings and thoughts will resurface through Xiang Ying, as they, after all, share the same heart. For instance, in one case, when Xiang Ying saw her dad, Ryo cried after seeing a picture of Kaori in an art gallery, she almost collapsed due to Kaori's heart. The feeling is so strong that even Xiang Ying almost collapsed. Even though Kaori died a long time ago, it still pains her to see the man she loved cried just because of her. Now that's what I call true love.

Saaaaaaatuuuuuuurdaaaaaay~

2005-10-08T13:20:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday again!? Hooraaaa.....choto mate. What the hell am I feeling happy about!? I'm stuck at home again doing nothing. Ok...not really nothing. I watched some shows from Kids Central just this morning. Hehehe.....I'm really amazed with myself at times. I can't believe I still enjoy watching those crappy shows!

Okok, as you can see, I changed my site template! It's Tsubasa RC this time! Oh yeah, almost forgot. Today is the start of the first episode of BLOOD+! It'll be replacing Gundam Seed Destiny's timeslot starting from today. I managed to catch the promo trailer and I luuuurve the songs. Absolutely love it. It should be a nice anime. Besides BLOOD+, Black Cat started airing this week too! I'm downloading it now and...damn, WHY IS MY DL SPEED SO SLOOOOW! Man....it's been like that for months already and....I still can't get used to that darn speed. Oh yah, for those who didn't know, Black Cat is made by GONZO, the production team that created Last Exile.

Another boring day...

2005-10-06T16:13:00.000+08:00

*Yawns* Hello again everyone. Well, I promised to blog as frequently as possible during my holidays right? So here I am, blabbering on about my boring life blablala.

I just woke up from my afternoon nap and...whoa, can you believe it? I'm still seeing starts! Okok, enough with the crap talk. I'll try and make this entry as snappy as possible as I'm still feeling a little dizzy from the naps. Now that I've mentioned it, it seems like I've been dreaming some weird stuffs almost every single afternoon naps! Oh jeez...please tell me I'm not suffering from P.H.D (Permanent Head Damage).

Anyway, I just bought a new game yesterday (my dad paid for it:P), and its called 'Black & White 2'. Its a pretty decent game. Sadly, my computer can't run it at the highest settings. Damn...and I don't have the budget to buy a new computer either. Oh well....anyway, the gameplay is awesome. You get to play as a god, and you can choose whether to be a good god or an evil god. You can choose to wage war against other villagers, or to impress them so that they'll join you willingly. Awww....all I can say is, its not easy being a god. I kept on trying to stay as good as possible but....as long as I started building an army, I'm being considered evil. What sort of logic is that!? I need armies to defend my cities!? Oh well....

Oh yeah, I bought 3 new mangas this morning. RAVE #34, Suzuka #7 and Magister Negi Magi #11. Suzuka was...well, pretty confusing as usual. Relationships can be sooooo complicated at times. If I'm the guy in the manga, I'll rather not choose any of the two girls instead.

Gotta go now. Have to figure out ways how to be a good god. Seeya~!

Exams Over, What To Do Next?

2005-10-02T16:18:00.000+08:00

Alrighty! Exams are finally over! Hip-hip-hooray! A big cheers to me and my fellow SP folks! I hope you all do well for your exams!

Haiz~true true, exams are over but.....I'm already feeling bored now!? How am I going to survive the whole month!? I don't want to look for a job! Sheez.....its only 2 days into holidays and I can't take it already. Damn....about 2 to 5 more days till Black & White 2 appears on the shelves. My only hope for survival now is Black & White 2.....I needed that game now!!!! Arrg....all this complaining is making my hurting my brain.

Oh yeah, Kids Central starts airing Gundam Seed Destiny, and this morning, I was watching the final episode of Gundam Seed Destiny on my computer monitor. Pretty weird huh? Well, since GSD had now officially ended, I guess I can now focus on Blood+, a new anime that's going to replace GSD's time slot! I like the opening theme of Blood+ though.

Gotta go now, do stay tune to my blog. I'll be updating it pretty frequently now.....I hope.

Exam Time!!!???

2005-09-22T10:52:00.000+08:00

Really, really sorry for the...er......delay. I'm really busy lately, and I kept on forgetting to update my blog.

Wow, time sure flies when you're all grown up and all. I don't remember time going any faster when I was just a little kid back in primary school. Haiz~how I missed my secondary school days. Oh well, we can only live by looking forward so I guess I better start looking forward to my future days in Singapore Polytechnic.

Right now, besides writing this blog entry, I'm studying for my end-of-module exam as well. Just finish TBCM yesterday, and tomorrow's my WEBP paper! Ah jeez.....I studied for my WEBP exam last Saturday and Sunday, but I think I've already forgotten most of my stuffs already!? Well, what to do.....I also got to study for my TBCM paper you know. Anyway, wish me luck for my exams. I'm trying my best now to score distinctions for papers which I can really score. Just exclude TBCM. I'll be glad to get a B+ for that module.

Oh my, how time flies. Well, I got to go back to my studies. I'll remember to blog again once my exams are over, which is next Friday by the way. Go luck to all my JCs friends out there! Hope you'll all do well for your promos!

Arrrgg....Siiicccckkk~

2005-08-12T17:52:00.000+08:00

Aww...damn it. I'm sick! Stupid frigging weather caused me to catch a flu now. Damn.....this Sunday's my grandfather's birthday and we're having buffet and...why the hell did I get sick now!? Arrggg....my throat...it itches.....my nose.......its so stucked!? Now I'm starting to cough....shit.....hopefully I won't come down with a fever all of a sudden.

School this week is pretty boring. I was hoping for the lecturers to release our test results to us but...well, one thing you gotta learn to adapt. In poly, everything's going at a pretty slow pace. Yep......the last time I asked one of my lecturers, she only told us she marked one student only!? Oh well......whatever....not like I'm really bothered by it....and....yesterday was hell. My class gotta wear formal attire because of a bloody 5 minute presentation.....long sleeves, black pants, leather shoes......man, its so hot wearing that, and guess what.....Its not even my turn to present! Stupid......shouldn't have go by random numbers instead. Now I ended up being one of those that gotta present the following week!? Shit......talk about bad temper. And today, while waiting for a bus back home...the frigging 105 just passed by me!? Can't it just join the long bus queue and just wait and see if anyone waved their hands? You expecting to wave my hand when there's about 3 buses in front waiting in line? Damn bus driver.....if it were my father, he'll most probably start scolding at the driver. Oh...yeah, I'm scolding the driver now too right? Haha....Tomorrow's finally Saturday....meaning...its GSD day!? Tomorrow is the day where Athrun will beat the hell out of Shinn!? Oh well.......might as well rest well tonight....I really gotta get healed before Sunday.....

Arrrgg.....

2005-08-06T17:38:00.000+08:00

Awww~just woke up from my afternoon nap after I came home AFTER I'd finish watching Seven Swords. Damn....the movie is so damn cool. I'm gonna get the dvd when its released. Oh yeah, I guess I forgot to inform you guys that I changed my blogskin? I love this blogskin...its so...chibi and...its about GS! Nothing much to blog about anyway....all I can say is....I just finish my mid-semester test. So far so good I s'ppose. Hopefully I'll be able to get what I expected.

Next Thursday is my TBCM assignment 2! We're supposed to be doing a short presentation in which we will be graded upon. I've always hate presentation. I mean....I'm useless in presentations but hey, this is just one of the first barriors in which I'll have to overcome in order to excel in polytechnic. I'll do my best no matter what! Oh yeah, I found out something interesting from my dad today. I was asking him about what happened during the time when my mom was having chicken pox while she's pregnant. He told me that the doctor once told my mom to go for an abortion when she's gotten chicken pox! OMG~I didn't realise I was so close to not be able to see this world. And for that, I'm greatful to my mom and dad for not deciding to have an abortion, and instead decided to give birth to me instead. Thank you so much! I'll not disappoint both of you this time.....

Oh yeah, another I gotta mention before I stop blogging. My dad bought a new PSP game for me! Hooray~! New PSP game! Woot~! Alright, now I just gotta be patient and wait till around November or December before I'll be able to get a new internet broadband connection and a new PS2! I've been longing for a new PS2 since the start of the year. But....but.....Gundam Seed Destiny Generation of CE is coming this August!? Oh no...hopefully my old PS2 will be able to play that game.

1 Week Term Break

2005-07-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Finally remembered to blog this time:P. SP is currently having a term break now, so I'll be at home for 1 whole week! I'll be overjoyed if its a real holiday, even if its just 1 week. The fact is....I'll have to submit my TBCM assignment straight after the term break and all my module tests are coming up! Well, I'm not too worry about them as long as I've studied and prepared for it. Yes, as long as I studied and prepared for them.....once I can find the time that is. Damn.......well, there's no shortcut to success I guess, and I'll just have to do it the hard way. Hey, since when do we have an easy life? Luckily for me, I have tons and tons of animes to keep me alive and kicking for who knows how long. Hmm......that's all from me today I guess. Be sure to keep checking back (even though I don't update my blog very often). I may change the layout of my blog a little if I have the time.

Blogging In School Now......

2005-07-22T15:51:00.000+08:00

Tada! Its my first time blogging in SP! Right, I just finish my 'last' lesson and was supposed to go home but....its not really my last lesson so I'll have to stay on. I got an extra UWOS lesson today to get us prepared for the UWOS test after term break. That sucks. I'm damn tired right now, mind can't think straight and now I have to stay back for this thing!? Oh well....can't really complain much anyway. This extra lesson was being conducted just for our own good. Hopefully the lesson won't last till 5pm, which was very, very unlikely. I've got to goo for my extra lesson now folks. Cya again soon I hope!

Alamak!?

2005-07-20T18:50:00.000+08:00

OH NO! I just noticed I haven't been updating my blog for....MONTHS!!!?? Oh well....damn...all the assignments and stuffs been 'clouding' my mind and I really, really don't have the time to blog. Really sorry folks!

Now....its been about 1 months since I joined SP. So far so good I suppose. I'm still able to handle the increasing workload....so far, and who knows when I'll just collapse from exahaustion? Haha..

Nothing big happened today except for my mock test on Java programming. Trust me....it's pretty smooth for me but.....as for most people....well, let's just say....they're saying either F**K or SHIT throughout the test. I personally don't feel its that hard. Its not like they're testing on stuffs that we don't know unless....you aren't listening during lessons.

After lunch, we've got out WEBP tutorial, which wasn't actually tutorial today as we're handing in our assignment report for checking. Yeah, the lecturer spent the whole 1 hour checking our report. Pretty slow huh? (Sorry Grace!) *Ahem* Back to topic. I'm pretty exhausted after that and sort of skipped the talk that I'm supposed to attend. Can't really blame me though, as I'm really tired, and I've gotta finish up my TBCM assignment. I then met Shang Ming at the bus stop and we took the same bus. Shang Ming told me he'll be going back to Beatty for some NPCC stuffs and we chat along the whole journey, talking about our course and some computer stuffs.

I reached home at about 3.30pm, and bought a comic on my way back home. Haha....Can't survive without my comics folks! I then played GTA San Andreas for about 2 hours before I start searching the web for hints on my TBCM assignment. Just then, 2 girls appeared out of nowhere and......asked whether I wanna buy ice-creams! Great, just great. I'm damn useless in that sort of situation. I'm supposed to reject them but.....you know, I ended up buying ice-creams from them. Damn.....I'm weak at rejecting people in this sort of situation. And there's one thing that sort of made me kinda mad. Those girls...they said I'm handsome while trying to persuade me to buy ice-creams! If there's one thing that made me mad, its that! I just hate it when someone said I'm handsome! Don't call me weird or something but....I just hate it! People don't normally go around and say that straight in your face! Oh well......

Damn tired.....

2005-06-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

Arrrggghh.....still can't get use to this sort of life. Its even worse than my secondary school life. At lesat I get to take a nap during my secondary school days everyday after school. Now I reached home everyday between 3 to 5 pm. That sucks. The one hour bus ride also drained out all my life force. As a result, I ended up playing games and reading comics whenever I reached home, as I'm really, really too tired to study. I'm serious. As a result, I'm not going to talk about my school life today. Its kinda boring anyway, and I doubt anyone will wanna read such a boring entry.

Been feeling a little.....moody nowadays. So moody that I don't even have the mood to play computer games. Reasons for being moody? Hmm.....not sure. Maybe its because I haven't receive my birthday presents yet? I mean...look, my birthday's at the 9th of June, which was last Thursday. Ok, at least I got to eat the cake. My aunt decided to buy the 5th Harry Potter series for me, and sadly, its only out in July. Poor me, I've got to wait for at least 1 month before getting it. As for my dad, I asked for a Sony PSP. He agreed of course, but the problem is......its out of stock. Just my luck huh? Its pretty ironic. Just this year, my dad just can't buy his XDA mini cos its out of stock and now its my turn? Sheez.....I shouldn't have laughed at him before. Oh well.....at least I managed to buy Guild Wars, which cost $89 as a result of my dad's bargaining skills. Well, I'm all tired out now, so I guess I'll just go to bed. Will write a longer entry next time

Aww shucks. Its Thursday tomorrow. The most-dreaded Thursday. Damn.......I can only go home after 5pm every Thursday. Sigh....guess I'll just go to sleep then and hope that tomorrow will be at least less unbearable.

2005-06-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

Sorry so long never blog again. I'm down with a flu for the last few days so I'm spending lots of time recovering from it. Anyway, the to and fro bus ride to SP was.....tiring. It virtually suck out all my energy and I'm usually too tired to do anything when I reach home execpt for watching animes.

25th & 26th Of May, 2nd & 3rd Day Of Orientation

2005-05-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

Phew~sorry didn't update my blog directly on the 25th and 26th as I'm really, really dead beat by the time I came home from SP.

Alright, 25th Of May was the second day of my SP orientation. One word to sum it all. "Boring". Well, as it was raining quite heavily, I ended up late for the SPICE training, which started at 9am. Luckily for me, I'm not the only one, and the teacher doesn't seem to mind. Now let me explain what the SPICE training was all about. Its basically a...familiarisation programme that helped the new freshmen to get use to SP's many different online services. Its very new to me of course. All future assignments will be posted on the internet in the future, so that means I'll need to check on it very, very often. Even SP library was amazing. They have an online service called the ELISER, where you can place reservations on books that was already borrowed, or used it to check whether the books you wanted were available. Very useful eh? They also have past year examination papers, which I'm sure will be very, very useful to me. The training end at around 11.30am, and boy am I glad that its finally over. Its so dull and boring that I almost fell asleep.

After the training, I went for...lunch of course! Well, I had a 'great' time trying to look for more canteens in SP beside the one with only KFC and Pizza Hut. After some....bumping around and walking around in circles, I managed to locate one air-conditioned canteen. FINALLY! Not only was it air-conditioned, there's also a wide variety of food being sold there as well. They even sell desserts! Yummy yummy~OK, I went and collect my EZ-Link card soon after I finish my lunch. Man...I had to walk another big round before I reach SP Students' and Alumni Centre or something. Well, there's lots of crowds in the office there, but luckily, very few people queueing up to collect their EZ-Link card. Oh yeah, I almost forgot to mention I went to Popular Bookstore on my way there and bought 3 new volumes of comic! Hooray~

At 1pm, we assembled at T19 foyer for some activities. Well, its quite boring anyway so I won't explain much in details. There's some...weird and crazy dances, some boring games in which those people that got forfeited gotta do some crazy stuffs like write 'School Of Info Comm' with their butt. Yeah, with their butt. Well, interesting for the guys there though, cos there's quite a few girls who suffered that treatment. The series of activities end at around 3.30pm, and I took a bus straight home after that.

Alright, now I'll go on the the second part of my blog. Ready for it? *Take a deep breath*

26th of May, SP Flag Day. The most dreaded day in my entire life. Gotta reached SP by 8am. That means I got to wake up at around 6am. Jeez.....I thought those days where I had to get up early for school was long over. Gotta admit the impact was pretty great. I kept on falling alseep on the bus. I received my green freaky T-shirt and my tin can when I reached there. After about an hour, we received the signal to............collect moneys. Since I don't really know where to go, I just followed the crowd and took the MRT at Dover Station and alighted at Outram Park, where I took the North-East line to Dhoby Ghaut, and then proceed to take another MRT to Somerset. That sucks. I reaced Somerset at 9.30am, and started walking around like an idiot asking people for donations. Nothing much to talk about it really. I only received 2 donations and...god bless those aunties that donated for me. God bless them. I didn't need to ask them for donations. They just gave them on their own. I'm really, really greatful for all that they've done. Hmm....I find the whole flag day kinda meaningless. You see.....you think people will sincerely donate the money to you if you just kept on pestering them? From what I've learned, some of the folks that donated did it out of irritation, as the sticker they've got from that one donation will save them from all the pestering from other students as well. I'm really, really disappointed. I walked around orchard back and forth for about 10 times, watched Initial D trailer on my way, and still, no one's willing to donate it to me out of their own....good heart. They're just glad that I didn't even asked them. Some of the people just started deviating from me when they saw me wearing that awfully irritating green T-shirt. Some of them just turned away from me once I looked at them in their eyes. Arrgg....ugly Singaporeans. Oh well....nevermind about that. I returned to SP at around 1.30pm as I can't stand it any longer. After that, I just stayed the air-conditioned canteen until its 3pm where I slowly walked back to T19 foyer to assemble. My class were then brought to a classroom where we emptied our tins and count the amount of money we collected, which will be recorded in our progress report by the way. So to not make a mess out of my....'record', I emptied my wallet and managed to increase the amount of my donation to $11.40. Most of my classmates got about $16, so that's not too bad for me. At least I didn't collect the lowest amount of money. Wahahahaz~looks like ET managed to save the day again!

24th of May, First Day Of Orientation

2005-05-24T18:08:00.000+08:00

Phew~Finally made it back home in one piece after hours of........orientation in Singapore Polytechnic. Damn boring actually. I woke up at around 6.20am today and left home at 7.10am to catch the 7.20am 105 bus. Its an hour bus ride to SP and....awwww......trust me, you wouldn't want to experience it. Suffering from HBP by the time I reached SP. (HBP = High Butt Pressure) Anyway, I almost went into the wrong lecture hall, which I didn't as a result of my wits and instincts. Hmm...what a weird combination. Well, we immediately got seperated into our respective classes (I'm 1A/01!!!!) and proceed to our repective computer labs where we meet a teacher who would teach us some stuffs about using SP's website and local intranet. Pretty boring anyway, as I knew much of the stuffs already.

We went for lunch at around 11.30am. Our senior brought us to canteen 5 I think. And....you won't want to know what's available at canteen 5. Well, there's basically KFC and Pizza Hut there. Since I'm all alone on my first day with no friends, I'm forced to eat KFC instead. Hey, you can't expect me to eat the whole pizza all by myself! I finish eating at around 12 plus in the noon, and found myself left with nothing to do again. The next programme started at around 1.45pm, so there's plenty of time left. So what I did was.....just sit around near the field, watching those groups playing games and all. Yeah I know, that's VERY boring, so I listened to my ipod while sitting by the field. I got bored pretty soon so I went to the nearby Popular bookstore....did I just say Popular? Yeah, they have Popular in SP. So I went in there and bought a newpaper. Don't know why though, it seems like I'm destined to be bored to death today. Even the newspaper looked boring today. Not a lot of news, though I must say I'm pretty shocked at the cruelty and brutality of murderers nowadays.

At 1.45pm, we proceed to the Auditorium where we watched a short dvd of the principal's speech followed on by the various speeches and videos. Man.......I'm desperately trying to keep myself awake while watching the videos. 3 full hours of sitting down in the Auditorium watching boring stuffs......If only they show Star Wars instead. I swear I can sit down there for more than 6 hours just watching Star Wars. There's a short break in the middle where we can get our refreshments and stuffs.....but I remained in the Auditorium, trying to sleep of course, which I couldn't. The seniors were telling lots of jokes that kept me awake throughout the whole 20 minutes break. After the break, we were being brief about this Thursday's Flag Day. Yep. Flag Day. Meet in SP at 8am, and the whole event will officially end at 4pm. OFFICIALLY. Unofficially, we were supposed to go back to SP at 4pm, help the folks to count the amount of money we collected, seperate them into the different coins, and then helped bring the money and stuffs to the adminstration. I swear I'll be dead beat by the time I reached home! It'll be well past my dinner time when I reached home! Just a side note, we are supposed to complete at least 7 hours of community service as part of our Character Development Programme, CD for short. Guess how many hours of CD we get after the Flag Day? 3 hours!? Three pitiful hours!? Its not even half of the 7 required hours! Damn it, I'll gladly skipped the Flag Day if I knew how to complete the 7 hours on my own, which I don't know, sadly.

Clothes, Bag, Blank DVD discs

2005-05-02T20:52:00.000+08:00

*Yawns* So long never update blog again. Well, the truth is....my life's been so boring to such an extent that there's nothing much for me to blog! Hahahaha.....Okok, I'm going to talk about my weekends and....what I did during Labour Day of course.

Let's see....last Saturday, I went out with my parents to Chinatown People's Park. My dad wanted to stock up his peanut supplies and my mom said I seriously needed to buy some new clothes and pants to prepare for my poly education. Well, after buying the peanuts (4 big packets I tell ya!), my dad and I went to KFC for out lunch. My mom's a vegetarian, so she can't eat with us. Hmm....very typical of my dad. After he ordered our food, he kept on complaining about the KFC staffs, saying they're not doing a good job of serving blablabla. Got use to him anyway. After we had our lunch, we went in to OG to look for my mom, who had already started looking for my clothes. Being the usual me, I quickly picked out about 2 T-shirts and rushed her to to go on. I hate spending too much time on clothings. Soon after that, we went to look for pants. Long pants. I hate wearing short pants or bermudas. The same as before, I anyhow picked out any 2 good looking pants and tried them on. Its a lot easier this time as I'm wearing a Giordano pants. All I need to do was look at the pants size I'm wearing and...I think you guys know the rest. Jeez, I'm dead beat by then, and was about to collapse anytime. We went back to the basement and bought a converse bag. Hmm......I kinda like that bag, but my dad kept on saying he preferred another light-coloured one. Since its supposed to be MY bag, I managed to get the one I wanted.

Alright, let's move on to Sunday. My dad and I went out with my aunt's family to Rochor Road to pray at the...you know, the famous Chinese temple there. Its crowded as usual, and the extremely HOT weather made the trip especially tormenting. Well, did nothing on Sunday execpt praying. We went for lunch after that, and everyone ended up complaining about how expensive the food were instead of the hot weather. Ha! Typical Singaporeans.

As for today Labour Day, my dad and I went to Rochor Road again, except that this time, we went to Sim Lim Square instead. I need to stock up on my DVD+R supplies. Been downloading lots of animes lately and I need to prepare some backups just in case my harddisk space ran out. We had out lunch after that and took a bus to Boon Keng, where we had our haircut. Ah~speaking of Boon Keng...did anyone knew I once lived there? I even attended the kindergarten there! Miss those olden days. That place really changed a lot. While at the barber, I overheard the news about the death of the late president Dr Wee Kim Wee. He's such a nice man. Its really sad to hear about his death. He's afterall, the first People's President, and even after he died, I'm sure he'll forever remain in the heart of Singaporeans. Back to topic. My dad and I had a haircut. Guess what, my dad complained again after the haircut. It seems like he got cut at the ear by the barber. He's damn sad about it. He even said his hair sucks now, though there doesn't seem to be any difference from his previous hairstyle. Sigh, typical Singaporean indeed.

Singapore Poly Enrolment!?

2005-04-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

Today's my enrolment day at Singapore Poly!? Haha....woke up quite early today as I've got to take bus 105 all the way to Singapore Poly. Hey, mind you, Singapore Poly's located somewhere at Clementi there and its almost an hour ride from Serangoon to Clementi! Ouch, you can't imagine how painful my butt was after seating in the bus for one whole hour! Its around 10am when I reaced Singapore Poly's enrolment centre. Even though its only 10am, the enrolment centre is already packed with people just like me! The procedure for enrolment was damn tiring. Wait. Hold on. The procedure itself was not that tiring actually, as you just need to went through the different stations there, give them your documents, take your picture, collect your SP student card and finally, collect your lanyard. Its pretty simple actually. The most tiring and 'gruesome' part was the......various talks by the major CCAs in SP! Firstly, after we collect our student card, we were being guided to the 3rd level where we're supposed to fill in a form. After that, we are being introduced to SP's Students' Union. That part was still pretty alright, as I thought I'll most probably be able to leave after that. However.....life was not always as easy as I've thought. After we left the Students' Union room, we were being guided....into another room! This time its the School Of Info-Comm Club. They asked you whether you're interested in joining their camp etc etc. When they asked me, I just told them I did not have the money to pay them, which was true. Great, I shouldn't have just said that. A kind, cute and quite pretty 'senior' offered to loan me the money first in return for my attandance! How can I ever reject such an offer, especially when that someone was trying to help you!? Great, just great. That's how I got ended up signing for the club's camp. Subsequently, we were all being guided into various club's room and they sall asked the same thing, whether we're interested in joining their camp. Since I already joined 2 camps, I of course, rejected them politely. Now you guys must be wondering what's the second camp I signed up. Its the Studens' Union overnight camp. Actually, they gave you an option. They're actually organising 3 different camps, one of them was the 3 day 2 night one, the next one was the overnight camp, and the last one was the one day activity camp in SP. I hate camping. I just can't stand leaving my computer alone for....3 whole days! It's completely unbearable! Who knows how many animes are available for download if I left for 3 days!?

Phew~what a looooong day. At least I finally managed to complete my enrolment into SP. YEAH, I'M FINALLY OFFICIALLY A SP STUDENT!!!!!!!

Xenosaga Episode II: Jenseits von Gut und Böse

2005-03-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

Phew~what a long and bloody week. I've never felt so exhausted in my life before. Been doing lots of heavy 'cargo' lifting this week, and right now at this instance, I'm suffering from some form of severe finger ache. Luckily, I've been building up on my arm muscles this few weeks, lifting weights and stuffs, so it's still not too bad. The only bad thing is.....I'm so exhausted everyday after work that I just don't have the mood to play my computer games! Oh well....might as well get use to it. Man...how I wish I can go back to school again. Just how much longer do I have to wait till I get my poly application? I'm starting to get pretty nervous and uptight this few days. I'm still desperately hoping that I'll be able to get into Singapore Polytechnic. Now now, let's not talk about such stuffs, it'll only make my blog even more boring.

Wahahaz, I just came back from Sim Lim Square....well, not just anyway, more like 3 hours ago. Went there straight after work, all thanks to Uncle Chris, who drove us there from our workplace. Inc ase you're wondering, Uncle Chris's a friend of my dad, and he'll occasionlly helped out at my dad's workplace too. Ok, back to business. I went there and had my dinner, and after that, I went straight to the store selling PS2 games and bought.......Xenosaga Episode II! Been wanting to get my hands on this game 2 days ago, and now its mine! MINE! Muahahahaz~Can't wait to play it. Sadly, I've never got a chance to complete Xenosaga Episode I due to last year's O'Level Examination. Damn it....now I'll have to play and complete Episode I before I can continue on to Episode II. From the looks of it, I guess I won't be playing Episode II just yet. Right now, I'm having plans on buying the new PS2. The one which is much more compact compared to the previous versions. However, my dad will only allow me to buy it after I've managed to enter poly, and everything's been stabalized.

I know I know, this blog is starting to get boring again. Hey, I can't help it OK! I'm feeling extremely tired right now, and I just can't seem to keep my eyes open! Anyway, do look forward to my future blogs. I'm sure it'll be a lot more interesting once I started going poly. Will definitely keep you guys updated in the future. However, you guys better don't raise too much hope on me getting a gf. Its totally out of my mind. I know, dajie will most probably commenting how despo I am. Hey, my mom said 9 out of 10 people who attended JC/Poly will normally get a stead. I intended to be the 10th person out there. Well, wish me luck!

2005-03-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

Oh no....my tagboard is down for now, until I can find a replacement for it. Hope you guys bear with it for a while. Its been quite some time since I last blogged. Hmm...what should I talked about this time round? I'm very, very tempted to talk a little about the latest anime I've just watched, but, well, since this blog isn't about anime, I guess I'll just have to skip it, sadly. Well, I just bought 3 new comics today, and you can't imagine how happy I am! The only thing that spoils my mood is my new pair of glasses. I'm supposed to collect it today, but somehow, due to some delay, I'll have to wait till tomorrow. Man, I was soooo looking forward to it. Hmm....about 3 more weeks to go before I'll know which poly I'll ended up in. I'm definitely psyched up. I've been looking forward to polytechnic life, and if my application is successful, I'll be able to study IT, and be able to spend more time with my beloved computer! Oh my precious......Haha...let's get back to business. You know.l....after the O'Levels, I've been doing a lot of thinking. What exactly is my purpose in life, my destiny. This may sound kinda boring to you guys, but seriously, after some thoughts, I realised that all this life, destiny and stuffs are just bullshit. We forge our own destiny, our own path, our own life. Yes, I do believe God has a plan for everyone, but at the same time, God grants everyone the freedom to forge their own path, their own destiny and their own beliefs. What we do will in the end affect out future. There are in turn, many paths that will in the end lead us to the same destination, to our own destiny. After watching the anime Last EXILE, I realised that dreams played a very important part in forging our life, our destiny. If you keep on sticking to your dream, believe that you will one day be able to fulfil your dream, then nothing can stop you from doing it. Last EXILE is an anime about war, peace and dream. It shows how two young, brave teenagers braved through the war, and in the end fulfilled their dream, as well as their dead father's dream. Its a truly touching anime, and I recommand you guys to watch it! Hold on, wait a second....I thougt I said I'm not going to talk about animes!? Oh well.....can't help it I suppose. Haha....Oh yeah, one more thing before I go. Just watched HITCH last Saturday with Yuan Sheng. It sort of make me realised something. Some sort of reality. Girls/Women will not notice a man, unless they get their attention. Make me realised how hopeless I am. I'm not really the sort that'll gain the attention of others, neither do I like to gain attention. Looks like I'll just have to give in to fate huh? How ironic......

2005-03-03T17:27:00.000+08:00

Wah~Yesterday was soooo boring. After I went back home for work, I leanred that my house here was having a blackout for 2 hours already! Damn it~That means I can't used my computer! Jeez...just when I bought a new set of anime to watch...I can't even watch the television! Oh well....the power was restored at around 11pm. Luckily, I'm still able to catch the first episode of Amazing Race 7! Kewl~Oh yah....Guess what I did with my mom while we're waiting for the power to get restored? Haha...You guys will never believe it....We sort of played a game...a guessing game. The person who managed to guess the colour of the M&M chocolate that came out of the bag will get to eat that M&M chocolate! Very lame right? Haha....anyway, its pretty creepy though. There's many different colours, but me and my mom kept on picking the brown colour one unknowingly! Weird.......thats what I called creepy.

O'Level Results Out Tomorrow!

2005-02-27T12:31:00.000+08:00

Haiz~I wanted to study Biomedical after getting my O'Level results. Now then know people suffering from colour deficiancy cannot apply, so sad. Oh well...this is my fate I guess, cos colour deficiancy is hereditary. Fortunately, I managed to find a course called Bioinformatics, which sort of combine I.T with life sciences. Wahahaz~luckily I found that course. Finally found a course which suits my interests. Who knows? I may need to get a laptop if I can get into that course next time! Hooray~Now the prob is....I dunno which poly to apply. Singapore Poly or Ngee Ann Poly? My mum says Singapore Poly is a lot better, but Ngee Ann Poly was the first that started the I.T Diploma Course. Hmm....I shouldn't worry about that now I guess. I still need to get my results first! Oh no~tomorrow will get back O'Level results! I believe in myself, believe in God and his will, but.......I'm still a little nervous! Arrrgg....I should try and play more games to calm myself down.

2005-02-24T20:55:00.001+08:00

Yeah! Finally change blogskin le. Phew~Took me quite a while to do it though. Well, today is VERY tiring. Dunno why, I just can't seemed to get enough sleep! Yesterday, my company organised the Chinese New Year Lunch, and the whole company was being invited to go. At around 12pm, we all left the company and took the chartered bus to a restaurant called Grand Shanghai. Pretty neat, the restaurant. Very unique. You definitely have to visit the toilets there. After everyone sat down on their respective tables, our MD, Mr Donald Mchdonald made a short brief speeches, and after that, he distributed ang baos to everyone! Hooray~After all that, we finally got to taste the food! Heck, we waited for almost an hour before they finally serve the dishes. The sad thing....they came plate by plate, meaning everyone got their own servings! Its not like the other restaurants we go, where they gave you one big plate and let you take the food yourselves. As such, I don't really felt full after the whole lunch. Bad luck, the fish I get...its full of bones! Man, I hated that. The only decent food is the shark's fin! Heard from my dad that its called "Bao Chi" instead of "Yu Chi", and that its real expensive! That's what I call decent food! The prawns are nice too, but....what should I say....they only served 3 pieces to everyone! Forget about the food....there's still a quiz session and lucky draw session. The quiz was pretty easy, just that I don't know much about the Chinese Zodiac. The lucky draw was interesting! My dad....he...won.....$10 ROBINSON SHOPPING VOUCHER! .......................Other people get wine, Parker pen, video cam....Why my dad got only a $10 voucher! Hmmpphh....tough luck. The lunch end at around 2.40pm, and by 3pm, everyone is back at the company! I still gotta work too! Damn....still have to unpack who-knows-how-many cartons of SIM cards. Luckily I'm used to it already. I remember the first day when I unpacked those hellish stuffs. My fingers ache for 2 days after that!

Oh yeah, before I go, one final reminder. Don't ever go to Grand Shanghai for dinner or lunch or whatever. It's not really a good restaurant. The waiters and waitresses are.....well, not that good compared to the other restaurants. I waited for who-knows-how-long before someone finally noticed that my teacup is empty and needed some refilling! Trust me, you won't like the service and food there. At least for me.

2005-02-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

2005-02-19T17:27:00.000+08:00

Wah~so long never update.....Well, nothing much for me to tell you guys really. I'm pretty busy this few days at work, so many things to do. But most importantly, I got lots of ang pows at my workplace! All the aunties so kind, I actually feel kinda awkward when they give me the red packets. Well, I'm looking forward to next Wednesday! my company got Chinese New Year lunch at a restaurant! Yeah~But hor.....next Friday....erm.....the 25th.....well, to you O'Level candidates....it's....not really a good news nor a bad news. We'll be getting our results on the 25th of Feb! Nooo~~~actually, YES! I want to quickly get my results and get it over with, but somehow, whenever you think of what will happen if the results you get on that day isn't what you expected.......pretty scary......Like most other people, I want to do well, not just for myself, but also for my parents. They did a lot for me, and they'll always give me whatever I want. I really can't afford to disppoint them anymore. I'll definitely have to do well, get into the poly course I want, and most importantly, I want to make my parents happy! Yeah.....We've already done all that has to be done, so right now, we can only pray....pray hard. But really, I feel helpless on this sort of occasion. There's very little you can do right now. Even though I'm sure I did all my best, the idea of praying sort of....makes you feel like you didn't do your best at all. I'll make sure that won't happen to me in the future. There's nothing wrong in praying in this sort of situation, but I don't like the idea of praying to God, asking him to sort of make sure you'll do well for your exams. I personally feel that exams should be something we faced alone, and we shouldn't rely too much on God for this. We mus rely on ourselves, study hard bla bla bla. I hope that in the future, I need not pray to God because of this reason. I hope that one day, I'll be confident of myself, so confident that I need worry about getting bad results and stuffs......Oh well, I'm talking rubbish again.....

2005-01-29T09:59:00.000+08:00

Sorry people. Soooo long never update le....haiz~too tired lah, every day after work. There's also nothing interesting to blog about work, so........hahaz....I'll remember to blog once something interesting happens in my life. So Sorry!

2004-12-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

Gomen gomen....so long never update le. Cos really busy. I work everyday one. Cannot take it....Everyday must work eight and a half hour till siao. I thought go work time will pass by a lot faster. That only applies for morning, cos after lunch break, I find that time crawls instead of flying! My god....today at company did some many stuffs. I helped my dad to pack and unpacl those cards. Wah~23 box I alone unpack 19 boxes! Hey, not easy leh.....1 box inside got 10 smaller rectangular box, and I have to open them up one by one, rip off the plastic wrapping it and so on. But I'm kinda proud of my achievements. I've never worked so hard in the past few days. Even my dad says so. Haha....ouch....now my feet is aching. Today stand up almost the whole day you know! Tough luck....I even have to climb the stairs to reach the office today, cos today during lunchbreak, the lift broke down! Wah~can't take it. Just eat finish lunch only then have to climb up the stairs. Oh yah, I last weekend just bought a new anime! Hooray! Its Ai Yori Aoshi! This is one of the best romance anime I've ever watched! Its even better than Love Hina in my opinion. Love Hina is more funny, true, but there's not much romance in it. Ai Yori Aoshi is a lot different. Its about this girl. She was bethrothed to a boy since she was young. The girl name is Sakuraba Aoi, while the boy's name is Hanabishi Kaoru. However, the boy later grew up and left his family, the Hanabishi Clan due to some reason. The girl's family, the Sakuraba Clan later on told her that the marriage have been broken. Since small, the girl have been deep in love with the guy. She had been trained to be the boy's wife when they grew up. When she heard that story, she was heart-broken. She left her house and go look for the boy, not knowing how the boy looked like now, since 18 years have already passed. She then met a kind guy in a train station, who helped her, A LOT. Later, she reached the stated address....but the land is empty! Pitying her, the guy bring the girl to his house to rest. Frankly speaking, the guy admired the girl a lot, since he never met someone who is so deeply in love with a guy. He asked Aoi whether he could help her find him. The girl then gave her a photo which was taken when she and the boy was just a kid. After seeing the photo, the guy was shocked. He realised that the boy in the picture is him! And that the girl was so deeply in love with him! "I've never felt destiny so strongly before." Thats what the girl said to the guy after she realised that the guy is her long awaited love.....how touching right? The story didn't end here you know! Opps, my anime 'craze' start acting up again. Sorry! But the anime is really nice, I just can't stand not telling anyone how I feel. Hmm...I wonder if such true love still exist in this world.....Kyyyaaa~How touching~~~~

2004-12-06T19:24:00.000+08:00

Today nothing to do so decided to blog. Hmm...today is a tiring day! Reach my dad's company at around 8.30am, then help my dad unpack some stuffs. Ok, its not some. Its.....oh well, nvm. After that, I start doing my usual stuffs, to check the SIM cards, make sure no scratches, dents blablabla. I'm starting to wonder whether I will get 'lao hua yen' when I become old. Can die one, whole day have to use the light reflection to detect whether there is any scratches or dent on the SIM cards. The light reflect until my eye hurts. At least today not so bad. My shoulders' not aching anymore! Furthermore, my dad's friend fetch us home, don't have to wait for the bus. We alighted his car at Sergangoon Central, then me and my dad went to the cake shop to order a birthday cake, cos its my mom's birthday tomorrow. Wah~tomorrow have to work again, really got no mood. Wednesday will be our class BBQ, and my dad sort of let me off for that day. Just thinking of that makes me wanna skip work tomorrow. Oh well, no choice. Hope I can get a better sleep tonight. So sian, since I start working, I don't have anymore time to play my computer games le. Can only watch anime. And that Prince of Persia, other countries all out le, why can't I find it in Singapore! Nvm, I'll try my luck again during the weekends. Hmm....maybe I'll also buy a Gundam model to occupy my remaining time. Hmm.....should also call YS, ask him if he wanna watch National Treasure on the 9th.....But Blade: Trinity also starting on that day! That YS, he sure won't watch Blade one.......

2004-12-03T20:17:00.001+08:00

Waaah~So tired, don't even feel like blogging. What to say......I got a job at my dad's working company, helping him doing some stuffs. Awww~my shoulders! Its aching now! Well, does that sort of hint you what I'm doing? I even have to sweep the floor at the end of the day! Phew~tough luck. At least I now have the money to buy the computer games and comics that I want. Oh yah. Watched Initial D for the past few days. It rockx! Man, look at how the car goes! Its so cool! Even though its more of a action anime, it do contains a touch of romance....oh boy, my anime 'sickness' kicked in again. Can't blame me rite? I'm a hardcore anime fan afterall! Aww~my shoulders! Btw, I worked for 8 hours, and the pay is 1 hour $5. That means I make $40 a day, and $1000+ a month! How cool! The sad thing is, my dad gonna 'confiscate' 25% of my pay! Not that it really bothers me anyway. My dad says he gonna saved that into my bank account. Man, I'm so tired........Kids out there, don't ever spend your parents' mony excessively. They work REALLY hard to earn it. Ouch, my shoulders~

2004-11-20T09:37:00.000+08:00

YEAH! O'Level ended le! So happy....and sad. Just nice, I ran out of computer games to play le! So now I find myself facing a immediate crisis! You can't possibly ask me to go study right!? And my parents yesterday whole night was telling me to study, even though they know I finish my O's just yesterday. Of course I knew they're joking. Just a few seconds ago, my grandmother tell me to go look for a job! Hmm....not a bad idea. Maybe I'll consider it. But first, my top priority is to sign up for japanese course in a language school! I must learn jap no matter what!

I'm sure yop people wanna know how I did for my O's right? Too bad, I'm not going to disclose it! All I can say is....so far so good! Actually, I forgot whether I did badly or what le, cos after exam, my mind straightway go into a blank, and....I forgot all the exam questions le! Hahaz! But I don't think I did very badly. One of my main concern now is physics.....my mom and dad say the radio got teachers and students say the O'Level Pure Physics paper is difficult. Heck, I don't even find it difficult at all! I'm just afraid that my answers are not good enough. Not incorrect, but not good enough. There's a big difference there you know! To sum it up, I actually feel quite good about this time O's. Yosh! I can do it this time! I'm not going let my parents and grandparents down again! My life-long dream is at stake here!

I'm going out in a few hours time. Gonna go Sim Lim Square to look for some computer games. After that, I'm gonna go Seiyu with my dad to eat Tepan-yaki! Whoooo~ Then maybe I will go to the Seiyu toys department and look for Gundam Seed models! Shhhh.....I haven't let my dad know about that yet. He will 'murder' me if he knows I'm gonna spend more of his money! Hahaz....see I so ebil. Just jk just jk. I not that ebil one. That's unless I can't find any computer games to buy.

Hmm...now to go on to my plans for the December holiday! First, I gonna start building up my body to prepare for entry for NS. When my parents have the time, I gonna go and buy some weights to train up my arm muscles. My cousin actually reccommanded that to me. Secondly, I gonna start learning how to build a internet webpage using Dreamweaver. My uncle previously bought me a $50 book on how to use Dreamweaver and I haven't got the chance to read it yet! Not to forgot bout my Japanese course! And next week I will most probably be going to Borders to get some storybooks. I'm gonna make reading one of my daily habit now. Before the O's, I also promised my mom that after the exams, I will got to her 'fuo tang' to listen to some taoist teachings. I decided to follow the path of 'dao'! It's actually good for your health and mind to learn all these philosopical teachings. Did I spell that correctly? Hahaz.....Oh yar...almost forgot. I plan to watch MORE animes this holiday! YEAH!!!!!! Gotta stop le....nothing more to blog now. Ja nei~

2004-11-07T18:45:00.000+08:00

Sorry folks, won't be updating my blog for quite a while. I promise I'll be updating my blog once my O'Levels are over. So till then, everyone wish me good luck!

2004-10-10T18:58:00.000+08:00

Arrgg.....sick today.....got a fever....don't think I can go to school on Monday...arrrrggghhh....head so dizzy.....BUT! No sickness can dampen my mood! Gundam Seed Destiny finally aired in Japan le! I'm so happy~ *cough* Ouch.....I am feeling terrible......

2004-09-30T14:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm....long time never write bout my own stuff in blog le....always write anime...lucky someone reminded me that. Today as usual, go to school and get our prelim results lor. This time is additional maths...and guess what, I really flop it! Die liao....if i don't try to work harder, I'm not going to be able to enter a JC! But come to think of it, I don't really think that the additional maths papers were really that tough. That time I must be feeling to nervous and tense le, cos I find that I can actually do all the questions if I'm in a more relaxed mode! Maybe I should go learn the art of meditation to help keep me focus and relax eh? Hahaz....and as usual, I brought a whole stack of comics to school today. But instead of me reading it, its more like my friends are all borrowing it! Poor me....got nothing to do in class today again. So pathetic....'rotting' away in a corner. Btw, I just changed my blog layout and music, hope you guys like it.

Rahxephon

2004-09-28T19:48:00.000+08:00

Just bought this anime recently. It's entitled "Rahxephon". At first, I thought this is just some normal action anime like "Gundam Seed", with the male lead character accidentally got involved in a war against his own people. Well, I'm partly correct. However, I soon realised that this anime is not just about action, but consist of many philosophies.

This anime is about a guy named Kamina Ayato. He thought he was leading a normal live in Tokyo and everything is...well....normal. Until he sort of met a female named Shitow Haruka. She promised to show him the truth of the world he was living in, and tell him about the blue blood of the people living in Tokyo. In the very beginning of the anime, Ayato met another female named Mishima Reika. You see, Reika is a very special person. She is what some people considered as "Ishitori", the person who will guide the "Orin". In this case, Ayato is the Orin, and is choosen to pilot the giant angel-liked robot named "Rahxephon". Afterwards, he managed to save Haruka with Rahxephon, and saw that his mom's blood is also blue! Feeling something is wrong, Ayato felt hopeless and wanna know more about the truth, and Rahxehpn sort of bring him "out". Ayato soon realised that all along, he was living in a false world known as "Tokyo Jupiter", a self-contained city ruled by the Murians, the blue-blooded human. The red-blooded, normal human is fighting the Murians, and every now and then, the Murians will also attack the normal human with their giant-monster look alike weapon known commonly as "Doleum". Once outside, Ayato joined the normal human and fight against the Murians, his own people. Ayato is also a Murian, and a special one. He has the red blood of normal human, but medical examinations revealed that his blood is actually Murian. Since he was the only person able to syncronise with Rahxephon, he ended up helping the humans in their fight against the Murians. Not that he actually attacked and invaded his "homeland", but just that he helped the TERRA, an organisation created to protect human from the Murians. As for the girl Reika, she appeared from time to time, hinting to Ayato something, and sort of protected him several times from death. However, Ayato soon realised something is wrong. Furthermore, Haruka told him something about the Murians erased and modified his memory, when Tokyo Jupiter was created. So throughout the anime, Ayato faced many of his own problems, and no longer know who to trust. Near the end, he sort of realised that Haruka is actually in love with him, even though she is 12 years older than him. BUT, Megumi, Haruka's sister, saw a photo of Haruka during her school days, when she was still in Tokyo and at the time when Tokyo is still not being invaded by the Murians. What's strange about the photo is....Ayato was inside! And he looked exactly as he was now, meaning that he didn't even age much, while Haruka is all grown up! Well, the truth is that during a certain point of time, Haruka left Tokyo to further her studies, and Tokyo then got invaded by the Murians, and Tokyo Jupiter was created, totally being isolated from the outside world. Apparently, Ayato was still in Tokyo when it was being invaded. Get the point now? No? I'm trying to mean that Haruka's first love, is actually Ayato, back when they're still in high school! Wait....now this sounds confusing right? The truth is that Ayato memory is being modified, so that he can no longer remember Haruka, and the Murians actually slowed down his aging process! So the conclusion is......Haruka know Ayato back a long time ago, but after Tokyo got invaded, she lost contact with him. And after about 12 years, she grew up, while Ayato did not even aged. Then she managed to meet up with Ayato inside Tokyo Jupiter, and sort of got him out of there, and back to the real world. But Ayato no longer knows who she was. That's the catch anyway. Eventually, even though Ayato can no longer remember his past, he realised that he love Haruka, and will forever treasure and protect the present. With that, he got into Rahxephon and fully syncrhonise with Rahxephon in the end, and er.....fight his last battle with another female Rahxephon. After that battle, he/Rahxephon engulfed the entire Earth, and guess what, the world is being changed, and everyone lived happily together now, and there is no such thing as Murian invasion or Tokyo Jupiter. He got married with Haruka, and have a baby child, a female one. The last part was especially touching and......confusing. This time, he looked more like a grown up instead of a 17 years old guy, and Haruka was about the same age. Now they got his age right. And he finally completed his painting....a painting of Mishima Reika. Now, throughout the whole series, they kept on focusing on this painting and Reika. And Reika was like a phantom, she come and go, and kept on changing her identity. Until a point her name is called Mishama Haruka. The last part actually showed Ayato back when he was 17 years old, and while at a beach, he saw this girl named Mishama Haruka, and ended up drawing her. Now, I was also confused at this point, but after watching Rahxephon Movie, I finally understood the ending. In fact, Mishima Reika/Haruka is not real. Or rather the girl who appeared throughout the series, is just Ayato's imagination. Rather than saying imagination, its more like....Mishima Reika/Haruka is actually the past image of Shitow Haruka! Shitow Haruka's real and actual name is Mishima Haruka! She changed her surname because her mom remarried! Now that makes a lot of sense.

What I like about Rahxephon is it's ending. It shows a whole new world being created, a ideal and perfect world for everyone. And it show Haruka and Ayato together, married at last. Man, don't you people just loved such happy ending? I do agree that the most confusing part is Mishima Reika/Haruka. I don't really undertstand what's her role throughout the series, except for guiding Ayato. It was only until the end then I realised that Mishima Reika/Haruka is actually the younger self of Shitow Haruka, Ayato's one and only true and first love. Why is the "Ishitori" in the form of Haruka's younger form? My assumption is that even though Ayato's memory had been modified and wiped out, he still cannot completely forget Haruka. As the last time Ayato ever really saw Haruka was back when they're both in high school, Ayato therefore only remembers Haruka's younger self. It's not so surprising after thinking of that. And some point in the series, near the end, it is revealed why the "Ishitori" took the form of Haruka, and not someone else. It seems like Ayato must craved for her in order for her to exist. Or else, she would lost all purpose of existance, and Rahxephon will then be nothing more than a mere giant egg. Yes, Rahxephon is being hatched from a giant egg! Ishitori purpose is to guide Orin/Ayato to fulfill his destiny. She would disappear if Ayato no longer needs her.

Wind~A Breath Of Heart~

2004-09-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

Hello folks! That's the title of the anime I watched lately. Kinda cool name for a anime. Gives me the impression of.....Wind......Oh well, a brief summary of the anime.....

Its about a guy named Okano Makoto, and about his friends living in this strange city. It starts with Okano and an unknown girl. The guy is leaving, moving to his hometown, and the girl seemed sad. Just for your info, the guy is only a kid then. Anyway, he was leaving, and the girl was very sad. So the guy made a promise with her, that they will definitely meet again. But, the girl wanted something else. She wanted the guy to promise her that the next time they meet, she can become his bride. Now that's romantic. After a few years, Okano is all grown up now. Studying in a high school I think, going on with his usual daily life. One day, he accidentally left his english textbook in class, and was heading back to school to take it before it closes. It was then he heard a familiar music. Someone was playing a harmonica. So he followed the music and ended up at the rooftop. There, playing the harmonica, was a blue haired girl. She told him that she was playing the harmonica just to reach that special someone. Surprise! Tears started coming out of her eyes! The guy looked shocked of course, but what shocked him more was that the girl was holding his harmonica which he gave to a little girl when he was small! So its pretty obvious now that the girl playing the harmonica was his childhood friend. Apparently, she still have a crush on her, as later on in the series, Okano's sidekick, Tachibana Tsutomu, informed him that the girl was pretty famous in school, both intelligent and beautiful, and several guys had confessed their love for her. But she just pushed them aside. The girl's name is Narukaze Minamo by the way. And whenever Minamo saw Okano out or too close with other girls, she just got jealous, but never said them out or express her feelings to him. Up till now, this seems like a romance aka drama anime right? Then you're wrong. Later on, Okano met another girl in his school named Hikari. And you better be surprise. She was linked to the death and disappearance of Okano and Minamo's parents......So what's so strange bout this city? Well, whoever born in this city wil have special powers!

So much for the 'brief' summary. Gotta stop here. Ohya suminasai~

Aishiteruze Baby

2004-08-31T21:52:00.000+08:00

Just started watching a new anime called Aishiteruze Baby! Its so nice and touching! Especially the little girl! She is sooooo cute! Kawaii ne~

Let's see....the story of Aishiteruze Baby is about a guy named Kippei. He's pretty famous in school with girls, and one day, when he went back home, he saw a little girl at his place. Kippei soon learned that the little girl is his aunt's daughter, and his aunt had suddenly vanished after her husband died, leaving the girl behind. Apparently, Kippei's aunt lost the confidence to take care of her own daughter, so she decided to leave. Upon some discussion, Kippei's sister appointed Kippei as the little girl's guardian! Though reluctant at first, Kippei gradually realised the responsibility he shouldered, and began taking care of the little girl, whose name was Yuzuyu. The whole anime is basically about how Kippei took care of Yuzuyu, playing as Yuzuyu's mother, and how he helped solved Yuzuyu's personal problems. Yuzuyu also begin to treat Kippei as her 'mother', and loved being with him.

Meanwhile, there is a girl in Kippei's class named Kokoro. It seems as though she hated Kippei at first due to his flirtatious personality, but ever since she saw Kippei taking care of Yuzuyu, walking her to school, playing with her, Kokoro begin to change her mindset about Kippei. As expected, Kokoro also has some family problems of her own. She lost her mother since she was 6, and now, her father decided to remarry, and she has to move out of the house and started living on her own. Even though she feels lonely, she kept it to herself, until one day, Yuzuyu stated something about how lonely it is to live alone. Kippei then realised how lonely Kokoro is, and asked Kokoro about it. Its pretty obvious now that Kippei likes Kokoro now, and he consoled her. Surprise! Kokoro actually likes Kippei for a long time! And when Kippei consoled her, she's touched and....*ahem*.....both of them ended up kissing.......Awwwww~

Well, that's just a brief summary of where I watched till anyway. Man, I just love this sort of anime, especially the romance part and the part where Kippei and Yuzuyu are together. Can't wait to watch the rest of the episode!

Why Feeling Moody Again?

2004-08-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

Why do I always feel so moody? Yesterday was "Be Yourself Day", and everyone was so happy wearing their own clothes to school. Furthermore, lots of people are taking photos with one another. So why am I feeling moody then? Don't know why, but yesterday I was having this sort of feeling....I felt inferior to everyone. Hmm.....lack of self-confidence again. Anyway, yesterday everyone was so happy taking pictures with their friends and teachers that no one noticed my existance! Well, not that I care about others noticing me.....but....its a really complicated feeling. Nevermind about that. What's important is that everyone was having a great time. That's what I wished for anyway. For the whole world to live together happily and peacefully....even if that means sacrificing myself.

Let's go on to today stuff. I went out with my dad at around 10.30am in the morning to the Suntec Comex 2004 exhibition. Good lord, there's so many varieties of computer stuffs there! And they're selling it at a discounted price too! So happy~Anyway, I bought a TDK dvd writer and my dad bought a SD card. Sadly, we didn't bring enough cash with us. At least I'm feeling a lot better today. I still don't understand.....it seems like I have a auto-repelling system. Trying to make some people hate me or something like that. I still don't understand why some people still dislikes me. Nevermind about that...I'll try to change myself. Never popular with people anyway.

Will Never Give Up.....

2004-08-24T16:22:00.000+08:00

Feel so terrible today....don't know why also....Anyway, there is a chemistry test and emaths test tomorrow. Wah~so stressful! Hahaz.....well, that's life I guess. No anime to download also, so boring. I just downloaded a new jpop song. Its a song from Naruto Movie and.....its so nice! The song is also a bit touching also. The title of the song is "Home Sweet Home".....Hmm....sometime I really feel that I don't suit to be a human....still lack of courage to do lots of things....haiz~Keep on feeling that something is missing in my life. Do you people also have the same feeling? Its not that I'm greedy or something.....Oh well.....

Oh No......

2004-08-11T17:50:00.000+08:00

Wah~O'level Chinese results will be released tomorrow! Oh my God! This is too sudden! I just managed to settle myself down for tomorrow's English oral and now......I'm all nervous again. I must score a A1 for Chinese no matter what! As for English oral, as long as I read it in my usual way, there should not be any major problems. Hopefully the passages tomorrow will not be that difficult. I heard that the passages and pictures today is pretty ok, no difficult words etc etc.....But the conversation topic is.....Well, a part of me is glad that I'm not taking the oral today. However, another part of me wanted to take the oral today! I was already expecting the O'Level Chinese results to be released this week and I wanted to get over the oral first before getting the results! Oh well.......BRING IT ON!

Its National Day! Happy Bdae Singapore!

2004-08-09T08:44:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Its finally the long awaited National Day! Happy 39th Birthday Singapore! Time really flies, in just a blink of time, I had been borned in Singapore for 16 years already. Frankly speaking, I'm really happy to see every one enjoying the National Day celebrations held in my school last Friday. I'm sure the whole of Singapore today will definitely enjoy this once in a year celebration. Come one Singaporeans, this is the time to express your love for Singapore!!! But...not every country in this world are able to be like Singapore....so peaceful....I still can't help but feel sorry for those people currently in Iraq or countries that involved in violence. Those people there.....they can't help but live in a world full of dangers, fearing for their lives every day, not knowing when they will be blasted to smithereens or being aducted and never able to see their families again......I still don't get it....We are all humans, living in the same world, on the same planet. Is it really that fun to kill one another just because of some idiotic reasons or beliefs? Have mankind really lost their humanity? The first generation of humans are able to live together happily, as they realised that they relied on one another for their survival. They were able to coexist together, living together as one people. Why can't the human of the 21st centuary do the same thing? Over the years, over the centuaries, human's mind have gradually been 'polluted', filled with temptations....filled with greed.....all of these are sins! I'm not trying to say that all human beings are pure. No man in this world is fully pure. However, there must be somethings that we must do, and somethings we must never do. Do not let your own temptations or some idiotic beliefs control you. We are in control of our own life. We humans are said to be one of the most, no, the most intelligent lifeforms on this planet, yet we can't even think for ourselves, differentiate what is right and what is wrong.

Change Template.....Again....

2004-08-08T12:53:00.000+08:00

I just changed my blog's skin again. Its Naruto this time. By the way, for those of you who don't know yet, the tagboard is right above *points up*. Its below all my profiles. Just scroll down and you will see it. Have Fun!

TIRED!!!

2004-08-06T17:55:00.000+08:00

Wah~Today National Day celebration is really disasterous. After the concert, the whole of upper sec got scolded by Mr Boo.....Come to think of it, what he said is pretty true. *Dodge* Hahaz....anyway, the concert today is splendid. Everyone is so into the concert, maybe partly due to the fact that everyone of us is leaving the school very soon. Strangely, I don't really feel very sad bout the part where all my friends are leaving. All these is part of life isn't it? What I'm feeling sad about is whether we will still be able to contact each other when we left. I'm fully aware how some people might feel...especially for some who can't bare to leave the person they like. Again, I don't feel that too. Maybe cos I don't really have anyone I like now. I'm always like trying to avoid girls....Can't say why but sometimes I do feel inferior to other people. Perhaps this is what they call lack of self-confidence. I always believe that I'm fated to be single. In this world, if you wanted something, then you have to sacrifice something else in exchange for the thing you want. What I wanted here is nothing but world peace.....I just want to see everyone in this world happy....lead a life with no worries. That's why I will do anything I can when i grew up to make this world a better place to live in. It's perhaps of this reason that I decided to give up my happiness in exchange for the happiness of others. I've seen enough death....heard enough deaths on the tv....read enough deaths in the news....Death is a process in our human cycle. Each and everyone of us will experience it but....but....it's just not right to take away people's life just because of some idiotic belief stating that its all part of God's will!

Mada Mada Dane......

2004-08-02T19:47:00.000+08:00

Another busy busy day. So many stuffs to do yet so little time. Oh well, I never expect much anyway since I'm sec 4 this year. No one ever said life is easy. Come to think of it, perhaps life have been made this way. If life is ever easy, then we, humans will never learn to treasure it. Mada Mada Dane....this jap phrase make a lot of senses. It basically means "Not Yet". Whenever I feel like giving up, I will definitely use this phrase to encourage myself to go on. Gambate mina-san! Don't ever give up!

Phew~What Another Day!

2004-07-31T20:21:00.000+08:00

Another peaceful day for me. Played RO almost the whole day and finally managed to achieve job level 40! As you can see, I just change my template again! The guy you see in the picture is Tezuka Kunimitsu, the honourable & respectable captain of the Seigaku Tennis Club! *Ahem* Well, just got Naruto's 6th ending, Ryuusei. Its sooooooooo nice~Now doing my physics TYS now and patientlt awaiting for the next reset for the RO. Apparently, there is some error with a NPC...whoa~ Look how time flies! Gotta make a run for my TYS!!!

Busy.......

2004-07-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

Wah~long time never update my blog liao! Can't help it lah, too many homework lately. Btw, I just managed to download a free RO server lately. RO is pretty fun.....but I kinda hate the leveling system. Its really a pain to level up....especially after u're at job level 30.....thats all for now, gotta do my physics;)

Test Test Test!!!

2004-07-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

Wah~Just finished Chemistry test today and now I have to prepare for my Biology test tomorrow! What a torture! Luckily, all I need to do is just flip thru the textbook and recall all the knowledge that I had forgotten. Well, better go back to my studies....

New Template! Yeah!!!

2004-07-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

Finally managed to change the boring template. Eh...I know not many ppl are reading my blog but....just to let some ppl know, I may keep on changing templates in the future as right now I'm trying to create my own templates as well. Anyway, watched Prince Of Tennis episode 122 today. It's finally Inui's turn to play against Rikkaidai's Yanagi Rengi, which was Inui's childhood friend. Quite an exciting match really and my guess is Inui will win. Its pretty simple logic realli...cos Seigaku lost 2 of their match and if they lost another one, they're doomed. Besides, Echizen get to play against Sanada which is in Singales 1 so that means Seigaku will win Singles 3 & 2. Er....shoot all that if none of you understands what I said....

HELLO!

2004-07-12T20:10:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, this is my first time posting stuffs on blog. Hajimemashite~

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